*When words fail you... your musical fave'z will not*

One of my favorite songs to groove too. Funny how the blue butterfly never ceases to make an appearance. *shocked face*



Random photoz that prove I groove.

*The beauty of an oxymoron*

You only know what I want you to
I know everything you don't want me to
Oh your mouth is poison, your mouth is wine
Oh you think your dreams are the same as mine
Oh I don't love you but I always will
Oh I don't love you but I always will
Oh I don't love you but I always will
I always will

I wish you'd hold me when I turn my back
The less I give the more I get back
Oh your hands can heal, your hands can bruise
I don't have a choice but I still choose you
Oh I don't love you but I always will
I always will...

Repeat a Eleventy billion times + 7.

*Hansard & Vedder

Does it get any better than this? Sweet find! I have always thought the lyrics to this song were perfect.

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll make it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice

You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing it loud

*Robot or Wizard?*

Laughed my head off when I read this! That look on Bleu's face? He was seriously upset, no joke! ahhahahhhha

*Some starz refuse to shine...*

Thanx to Cory Mon for sharing this song.

Ps. Cory Mon is an amazing artist. Go here to check out his work.

http://www.corymon.com/

*The veil worker*

This is me and my friend Rocky Cordray. He has just put together a book of his art, poetry, and essays. It is called, "The veil worker". He is very talented, deeply spiritual, and has a keen sense of knowledge as to the things he believes in. I admire his passion for this topic of his personal beliefs and the rich symbolism that his work portrays. Wishing him success in this new and exciting adventure!
P.s. He is also the best Deejay I've ever heard. *Thumbs up*

http://kck.st/rn1qJF

"A fire still burning"

‎"My name is Brandon Flowers. I'm a father, a husband, and I'm a Mormon."

(As my friend, Jeff, so simply wrote under this video on his Facebook page,

"Well done"...I agree. ;)

Ps. Brandon Flowers is the lead singer of "The Killers" incase you didn't know. :)

*Ravages of spirit...*

Pains of the past are sometimes brutal to let go of. I find myself often being stuck there. I have loved deeply and the deeper you love the harder it is to let go, just as this song says. I know how crucial it is to move forward and I do that with fresh courage and HOPE. Like I wrote last September 2010 "I just can't shake it, but I HAVE to!" It's time... the future holds beautiful things and I will embrace them as they come. Tonight is my last weepy night over current circumstances. I will not be shouting, "Play it again, Sarah!" I will let the Lord help heal me and move me in the direction of my own home...wherever that may be.

*Recent thoughts*

I guarantee that no great man ever became great, unless he had someone that believed in him. Even if that someone was from up above and he felt it in his heart.

"Tell me how would you feel? You'd probably give up too...if nobody believed in you."



A few favorite quotes from my journal reading this weekend.

"Sometimes we are flown into peoples lives when they just need to be cheered up and reasurred. And it turns out that it just happens to be your job, we don't know why...in your case it was my job."

~Sliding Doors

"If mutual affection cannot be...let the more loving one be me."

~Felicity

*Old School*

I loved this. Ha! So true!

My old "boom-box" and mix tapes. AWESOME!

*Nash's wedding...*

...was great! It was as cowboy as cowboy gets! I even put on some shiz-kickerz for the event as well. :)  Beautiful ceremony, beautiful couple, a Yee Haww of a good time reception. (mechanical bull and all!)

*I've always been true to myself and always will be*

I've said it before, but I love that I've kept journals. I'm reading my jr. high ones and laughing my guts out. So embarrassing! The thing I never realized until recently was that I was always a gutsy little sucker! I WAS shy...but I still did things that would embarrass most people to death. Somethings never change. ;) After writing that I wanted to marry River Phoenix...I wrote the lyrics to this song and said, "This song keeps that hope in me." ha!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ps. I almost sent him a Book Of Mormon. For realz. ;) I was a 7th grader!

I say this in all humility. I LOVE ME. I'm so glad I follow my heart...no matter what anyone thinks. I work hard to trust in my feelings and just be myself.

*I am not ashamed of The Gospel of Jesus Christ...*

...The Book Of Mormon is TRUE!