Pains of the past are sometimes brutal to let go of. I find myself often being stuck there. I have loved deeply and the deeper you love the harder it is to let go, just as this song says. I know how crucial it is to move forward and I do that with fresh courage and HOPE. Like I wrote last September 2010 "I just can't shake it, but I HAVE to!" It's time... the future holds beautiful things and I will embrace them as they come. Tonight is my last weepy night over current circumstances. I will not be shouting, "Play it again, Sarah!" I will let the Lord help heal me and move me in the direction of my own home...wherever that may be.