Friday, March 12, 2010

*These are a few of my favorite things...part 1*

"Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens Brown paper packages tied up with strings These are a few of my favorite things..."
Part 1

*FUTURE HOME*
These are a few of my favorite things I would like in my future home. I have several more photoz that I have saved but they are suddenly hiding in my massive archives of photoz. :) I will hopefully remember to add them later.



I LOVE this chandelier! It is sooo beautiful! Above a table is perfect for it along with the light pink plates, candles, and beautiful flowers on the table. As for the chairs? Nope, not my style. ha! (Maybe in a different color?)But the room has a beautiful light and airy feel to it and I love that. (If you look to the right you can see a darker pink chest? I like the idea of two different shades of pinks. Just beautiful!



Ok, I LOVE this heart made of polaroid photoz! And it's perfect over the bed like that. Someday I will do that and the pictures will mostly be of me and my sweetheart...Lewis. hahahah Actually hopefully a different sweetheart. ;)



I WILL have my own little library room someday. I refuse to download books online because I want the hardcovers to fill the shelves. :) I love this idea of having a wall with old book pages and then a couple little shelves that holds my favorites oldies but goodies.

Ps. Do you see the white book with green on it? It say's KIM! It's a sign! :)

Thursday, March 11, 2010

*TRUE LOVE*

My friend had this on his facebook page today and I could NOT stop laughing. It just hit my funny bone. I told him, "I wish someone had sent this in the mail to me today." hahahaha

*CATZ...HISSSSSS*

This is my friend Kristen Lawrence who is one of the most magical, talented, and HAUNTING musicians who just happens to specialize is HALLOWEEN music. She is also a fellow cat lover and shared this video with me. It is poetically named, "Cats in the Catacombs." Love you Kristen!

Ps. She also throws amazing Halloween parties! I've been to one and will never forget it.
Pss. Visit her websites and listen to her beautiful music. You can also buy it on itunes!
http://www.youtube.com/VorswellMusic
http://halloweencarols.com/

LOVE IT!

*ECLIPSE*

Mmmm hmmmm :) I LIKE!

Tuesday, March 02, 2010

*MAMACITA*


We decided to take some new photoz of mom this week and so we just ran outside and snapped a handful. I think they turned out cute and they show her cute personality. She's a beautiful lady.
Ps. She didn't really love the one where her hair is flying all over the place but I think it's so cute. :)

*MAD WORLD*

I saw this picture as I was looking through fashion week photo's and was sick inside. What a sad and mad world we live in. This girl is not naturally thin. I know the difference between thin and emaciated, healthy and poisoned by the world. This is not beautiful and those who believe it is have been deceived.

Monday, March 01, 2010

*SYMBOLIC PHOTO OF THE WEEK*

"As is known, it is in the realm of experience inaugurated by psychoanalysis that we may grasp along what imaginary lines the human organism, in the most intimate recesses of its being, manifests its capture in a symbolic dimension."

~Jacques Lacan

*STARRY STARRY NIGHT...ROBBED*
"The same in heaven as it is on earth"

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

*SAME AULD LANG SYNE*

This song has been on repeat in my head today. It's one of those OUCH songs for me. But I love it...and I miss Dan Fogelberg. His concerts were the best!

Met my old lover in the grocery store
The snow was falling Christmas Eve
I stole behind her in the frozen foods
And I touched her on the sleeve

She didn't recognize the face at first
But then her eyes flew open wide
She went to hug me and she spilled her purse
And we laughed until we cried.

We took her groceries to the checkout stand
The food was totalled up and bagged
We stood there lost in our embarrassment
As the conversation dragged.

We went to have ourselves a drink or two
But couldn't find an open bar
We bought a six-pack at the liquor store
And we drank it in her car.

We drank a toast to innocence
We drank a toast to now
And tried to reach beyond the emptiness
But neither one knew how.

She said she'd married her an architect
Who kept her warm and safe and dry
She would have liked to say she loved the man
But she didn't like to lie.

I said the years had been a friend to her
And that her eyes were still as blue
But in those eyes I wasn't sure if I saw
Doubt or gratitude.

She said she saw me in the record stores
And that I must be doing well
I said the audience was heavenly
But the traveling was hell.

We drank a toast to innocence
We drank a toast to now
And tried to reach beyond the emptiness
But neither one knew how.

We drank a toast to innocence
We drank a toast to time
Reliving in our eloquence
Another 'auld lang syne'...

The beer was empty and our tongues were tired
And running out of things to say
She gave a kiss to me as I got out
And I watched her drive away.

Just for a moment I was back at school
And felt that old familiar pain
And as I turned to make my way back home
The snow turned into rain --

Monday, February 22, 2010

*THOSE JETTING HOSTS*


The red rock shoots like rockets into space
parting the veil of symmetry stars
Aligned for so many
But for me tonight

I can breath
I can feel
I can hear you!

I remember you
I remember me

Those Jetting Hosts
Baptised a billion times
His dove flys high
Bringing a small sacred moment...
to remind...

"Kim, you are mine!"

Ps. This is one of the songs that inspired the mood of this poem. U2's "Ocean". U2 is one of the only things I listen to when I'm there...the rest of the time I listen to God and His Earth.
Pss. Love the old video of U2...awesome to see them so young.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

*ELIZABETH BARRETT BROWNING*


"How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candlelight.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints,—I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life!—and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.—number Forty-Three"

~Elizabeth Barrett Browning


Today my sister told me to read about Elizabeth Browning as she felt I would find her life very similar in some ways to my own. I am amazed at her and feel that she is in a small way a kindred spirit. When they say that she was ill but no one knew what it was that was ailing her, it is obvious to me that she had serious depression which affected her in every respect. Along with that came a sort of genius beyond words. I love and respect her. What a great woman and I'm glad she was given a good man who loved her purely for who she was and her situation, which she obviously had no control over, until the day she died. What a hero! She is worth reading about...worth thinking about...worth praising.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Elizabeth_Barrett_Browning

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

*Chaz's mission return video w/ music*

Who knows if this is going to work in an hour or not, but since the last one had no music this is another attempt with Vimeo and not Youtube.

Untitled from kim curtis on Vimeo.

Saturday, February 13, 2010

*WE ARE THE WORLD*

If you haven't heard the new "We are the world", you should. I remember when the first version came out. I was in the car with my older sister headed to her first home to have a sleepover and it came on the radio. I remember just LOVING it. And being the fan of Michael Jackson that I was, it made it even more special. I went out and got the cassette asap. :)

Now, all these years later as we all are praying and hoping for the people of Haiti, this came at the perfect time and I believe it was heaven sent. I wasn't expecting the old clip of Michael singing, and of course I teared up. The only thing that I wish the video had, was Michael Jackson's children singing in it. I thought that would have been really neat to have his kids a part of the chorus. Anyhow...I really like it. Props to all to contributed it, especially the direction of Lionel Richie. Enjoy!

*WRITING YOUR SOUL*

So blogging has been wonderful for me. I love it as much as I have loved journaling over the years. In truth, I love to write. It was for many years my only way to really express myself. I actually learned how to. The more I wrote, the more I found myself and learned to share who I was through MY words. It's turned out to be a neat thing. I have quite lofty goals of writing a couple books in my lifetime, along with with a book of my poetry. I never in a million years that I would write poetry.

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Poetry is dumb
Poetry is dumb.

That's how I use to feel about it! hahhah It seemed like alot of rhyming nonsense. With some of the struggles I have with my form of Dislexia, it hasn't always been easy. But that has never got in my way...or rather I never let it and I never will. I have found my own little style of writing and on certain days I like to turn on my more inspirational music and take pen to pad...er...fingers to keyboard. ;) The heart is full of magical stories that we all have to tell. I have some that I want to tell...that NEED to be told...in due time. (I hate those words..."In due time" ;) I mean, it's not hard or anything. I love what Ernest Hemingway said;

"There is nothing to writing. All you do is sit down at a typewriter and bleed."

hahhah

I love that. It's true and I encourage it to everyone. Write your soul and leave it for your posterity if anything. :) People need what you have to say...they need you. I need you...truly I do. :)

*CHELSEA I WANT MY FLANNEL BACK*


As I said in my last post, I love finding new websites (maybe I didn't say that)...but I do! Especially ones like this that make me laugh and laugh. *Chelsea I want my flannel back* is all about being a Indian Giver...or wishing you had the guts to be one when a relationship goes bad. Or thats how I look at this site. Looking back on my relationships there really isn't anything that I would like back...but there ARE a couple tiny things. I think I'll jump on the bandwagon and add my two cents. Why not? :) This site is a good read and a good laugh.

http://chelseaiwantmyflannelback.wordpress.com/2009/09/15/chelsea-i-want-my-flannel-back/

*FUN WEBSITE*

I stumbled upon this website a couple months ago and was loving it! I spent a couple hours reading it and finding all sorts of random fun things. People are so creative. At the time, I thought I'd saved the link but couldn't find it. Thankfully my friend had it. It seems like they have changed the page a bit. It's not as kool looking and has advertisements all over which is a pet peeve of mine and should be a no no on blogs. But the blog itself is still rad and full of kool stuff. Enjoy!

http://www.inewidea.com/

Saturday, February 06, 2010

*I HAD A DREAM*

I have always said that many times, God speaks to me through music and yesterday He sent me a song. :) I can't explain why it was so perfect and how it matched every single thought in my mind, but it did. I think it's the prettiest song and I love having found this new artist, Priscilla Ahn. I can't wait to use some of her other songs for future projects. Here is my little video that I made for ME. I usually make videos for others but it was my turn. :) (Okay so it's the second one I made for me in the last two weeks ;) It's just a small video of being mostly small...and growing to be me now.

Wednesday, February 03, 2010

*CLOUDS*


These just happen to be my favorite kind of clouds because I know how to draw them. :)

"There are no rules of architecture for a castle in the clouds."

~G. K. Chesterson

Monday, February 01, 2010

*LOOK TO THE LIGHT*

I've stood inside Liberty Jail before (which is spoken of in this video) and was unable to utter a single sound while there. The sacredness I felt can't be described, it was truly holy ground. I knew of a surety the great suffering that took place there and the mighty faith that was shown that they might endure to bring the world his truth. God bless you Joseph and all those who stood beside you. I will stand by him all my days and my Savior.

Friday, January 29, 2010

*10,000 MILES*

I live to bring peace, happiness, inspiration, and my fellow men to Christ. One of those ways is through my own eyez and a lenz. Enjoy a small piece of my journey over the last 7 years...the hardest years of my life. These are some of my most "sacred" photos for personal reasons...each has a story, a feeling, a moment in time captured for me and others. I chose them out of hundreds because they speak so acutely of my life and my heart.

Ps. The song is extremely special to me as well and was given to me at a time when I needed something from heaven, that something came through music.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

*MAJESTIC*

I just watched this on my friend Wayne's blog(Thank you so much for posting it Wayne!) and I really don't have words to say how in awe I am of what I saw. The only word is Majestic!!!! If you love Design, Graphics, Photography, and film, you will be mesmerized! It's magical.

The Third & The Seventh from Alex Roman on Vimeo.



By Alex Roman

*AMOS IS HOME!*

If you read my post about the story I have been following, you will be happy to know that little Amos from Haiti made it home into the arms of his loving adoptive parents!!! This is a Post from his blog. Awesome!

"We sit around a FULL dining room table today for lunch. it’s an image i’ve dreamed of for 2.5 years. and it’s hard to believe that day is finally here. when we got home last night, Amos just strolled around the house looking at each room… he loved meeting his brothers, and the reunion between him and Story was SO BEAUTIFUL. she has missed him deeply, as she left Haiti 3 months ago.
last night, Amos asked me, “Papa are you going to go?” i knew he was probably wondering already if/when this would all end, and i would get on a plane and leave him like i’d done 7-8 times before in Haiti. “Not this time, Amos. You live here with us now!” i think he knew what i meant, because the biggest smile filled his little face.
today is surreal. he’s shirtless running around with his Batman cape on, just like Cayden and Deacon do nearly every day around here. the homecoming yesterday was one of the most exhilarating and sacred things i’ve ever experienced. i feel like Jamie and I have seen a richer, deeper side of God’s love, kindness, and faithfulness.
i’ll post more of my thoughts later, but wanted to get the word out to you guys that have been praying and experiencing this journey with us for last couple of years. i think there had to be a couple hundred people at the Austin airport yesterday with signs and balloons and tears. one of the TV reports asked me how it felt to have all these people welcoming us home. i said… this is our family you see around us. most of these people have prayed and longed for Amos alongside us for the last year or so. and we’re so glad they are celebrating and crying with us! we really were OVERWHELMED by our family and friends (and even some we’ve never met personally but hope to some day) that showed up at the airport.



http://aaronivey.com/?p=9583

Ps. Do you so love the photo of him in his new plaid shirt and that thumbs up!?? Thumbs up indeed little Amos. Welcome to America!

Thursday, January 21, 2010

*AVATAR KIMMY*




I turned myself into an Avatar/Emoticon by using the AvatonCreator app on my iPhone. Classic! hahahhah Did I ever say how much I love that stinking phone? It's ACE!

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

*HAITI*

I am sooo behind on blogging and hate that I have had no internet for so long except my phone. So much I want to write about.

I quickly wanted to say how much the Haiti earthquake has affected me. It has broke my heart and I have been watching CNN pretty much non-stop for a week. I love those people and wish I could do more to help them. I pray for them day and night and believe that despite the looks of it, God has not forsaken them and miracles will continue to happen now and in the future.

I was especially touched by this particular couple I saw on CNN. Aaron Ivey and his wife Jamie were one month away from getting Amos a child they were adopting from Haiti before the earthquake hit. They were grateful to find out that their little boy, Amos, was alive and in good hands. Now it's just getting him to them. I have been so frustrated to see how many orphans had homes waiting and now because of what has happened, they are stuck there. The government has already scratched some of the paper work for a few handfuls but they need to do it for all of them. Is it okay to let them starve and die instead? Take care of the finished paperwork at a future time, but get those children into safe homes!

Their story
http://amfix.blogs.cnn.com/2010/01/15/familys-adopted-son-in-haiti/

Aaron Ivey is a musician and wrote this song for Amos. (How cute is Amos? That smile!) I love this song! I'm praying for them as I am for their whole country...every man, woman, and child.
Amos's song

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

*NYLONS ARE MY NEW BEST FRIEND*

Girls, listen up! I'm tellin' ya right now that if you are tired of your winter white legs and would like to gain a little leg confidence, than go buy yourself a pair of Nylons! I know some of you are probably thinking that the last time you wore any was in High School (because I did) but it's time for them to be a part of your life again! They aren't like they use to be! My sister in law, Sherri, had a pair on and I thought it was just her legs. I said, "What self tanner do you use? Your legs look so pretty!" Mind you, this was at church! And she laughed and said they were Nylons! I had to find out where she got them and what color they were. You will be pleased to know that they are from Target and called Assets. They have some really pretty colors and it feels like your legs just got insta-airbrushed! I bought the color Nude and also Buff. I've only tried the Nude color and I was walking in my dress and looked down and thought, "Damn girl...those are some SEKSI legs!" And trust me, I never say that about my white legs! (I curse my Swiss heritage!)

Anyhow...just thought I would pass on this bit of random information so that if your looking for a little extra swagger in your step...you might be able to find it at Target! ;)

Ps. I hear the brand Spanx is really good too but more expensive.
Pss. These photos my mom took of me before church. It's mostly blurry and the color is totally off (Iphone photo), but I had to capture them on film! 2nd picture was of me about to twirl...yes...twirl! hahahhah
Psss. Heres a video of ZZ top singing "Legs"...I recommend you put it on your playlist...it's good to walk, jog, or dance too! You go girlz!

Sunday, December 20, 2009

*MERRY CHRISTMAS FROM ME*


Hi friends,

Just a little note to wish everyone a Happy Christmas and give a quick update on our family this last year.
We had our share of trials...every one of us. A few moves, health problems, a serious health scare, a divorce, a miscarriage, financial struggles, the death of family friends and a handful of other things. It seemed like just when we picked ourselves up, the rug was pulled out from under us. The Lord has tested our faith and as we turned to Him I truly saw how he sustained us, comforted us, encouraged us, and even granted us some miracles in which all of us are forever grateful. I have learned over my life that trials can either soften us or harden us. I have always fought for the softer heart but I haven't always won. I know the Lord is merciful and loves my family. I am really proud of all of them and how they have handled their trials. We are a tight knit group and we always have each others backs. When one is down, we run to their aide to lift them and help in any way we can. I can't count how many times they have done that for me. I adore them all and appreciate their sacrifices they make for others, their families, and our God. I love this quote;

"I lift thee, you lift me, and together we will ascend!"

I give thanks for all my great friends both old and new. I have a small piece of every person I have ever known in me and I love that. Wishing everyone Happy Holidays and a great 2010. Don't forget that the Savior is really the most important person in each of our lives.

Love to all,

Kim*

Ps. That cute kitty in the boots is NOT mine. (Three is enough!:) It's my moms and her name is Gracie. :)

Friday, December 11, 2009

*THE GRINCH?*


This was an *Artisan* design that I was playing with and it ended up looking kind of like The Grinch or maybe an alien. Random...I know.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

*MYSTERIOUS LETTERS*

I am rubbing my hands together at the very thought of being a part of this "Mysertious letter writing". I read this great blog today and I snagged the idea. I love to write and the possibilies are endless with this clever and amazing idea...
Here's the story/inspiration to do this;

"We intend to write to everyone in the world..

In April 2009, we sent a personal, handwritten letter to each of the 467 households in the small Irish village of Cushendall. We hoped these unsolicited letters would prompt neighbourly discussion, spreading across the town, promoting community curiosity.

In November 2009, we sent another bundle of letters, this time 620, to each home in Polish Hill, Pittsburgh, USA.

The art work consists solely of the discussion between the recipients about what on Earth these letters are, who sent them and why, etc.

Lenka Clayton & Michael Crowe."

This might not make any sense until you actually read the blog. But it's stinking kool and I'm going to do it! I might not be able to write the whole world, but I can sure try. ;)
Ps. I will share my first letter on here this week. :D
Pss. I am attaching one of the letters from their blog that I thought was funny. :) There are so many great ones and the wheels in my head are already turning with words of my own...that I will share...with mostly strangers. :)

http://www.mysteriousletters.blogspot.com/

Wednesday, December 09, 2009

*OH EDWARD, YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE!*


Is he the most thoughtful man ever? My tree is a sight to behold. The lights are actually Halloween lights with little ghosts on them! Then, there are some other dazzling little things hanging and well sitting on the tree (Vampire teeth). I love it and it just makes me feel so damn Christmasy! I'm a LUCKY girl!

Ps Thanks Chris, for giving Edward some ideas. He gets cold feet when it comes to giving me things. He wants everything to be perfect! You are a great friend to him! *Double wink*

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

*CHAZTON IS COMING HOME!*

We are all getting excited because Chaz, my nephew, is coming home from his mission in South Africa! For me it seems like he barely left and at the same time we have missed him soooo much. I can't wait to see that bright smile again! I am so proud of him. I keep thinking about this part in the Book of Mormon in which we read of Alma a missionary who returns home and comes across his friends who are coming home from their missions.

Alma 17:1-4

1 And now it came to pass that as Alma was journeying from the land of Gideon southward, away to the land of Manti, behold, to his astonishment, he met with the sons of Mosiah journeying towards the land of Zarahemla.
2 Now these sons of Mosiah were with Alma at the time the angel first appeared unto him; therefore Alma did rejoice exceedingly to see his brethren; and what added more to his joy, they were still his brethren in the Lord; yea, and they had waxed strong in the knowledge of the truth; for they were men of a sound understanding and they had searched the scriptures diligently, that they might know the word of God.
3 But this is not all; they had given themselves to much prayer, and fasting; therefore they had the spirit of prophecy, and the spirit of revelation, and when they taught, they taught with power and authority of God.
4 And they had been teaching the word of God *for the space of fourteen years among the Lamanites, having had much success in bringing many to the knowledge of the truth; yea, by the power of their words many were brought before the altar of God, to call on his name and confess their sins before him.

My nephew, has always been amazing, but through his emails I can tell and feel that he has truly become a man of "sound understanding" and truly a strong and faithful man of God. It will be bittersweet for him to come home. His last email said this;

"Kimmy, I'm doing so good right now and I'm loving this area so much and I'm dreading leaving honestly I'm not feeling to good about it. But at the same time I'm so excited to see you and the family too. The members have been giving us so many people to teach and there are so many great families that are going to be comming into the gospel and believe it or not most of them are from england."
(I think he added that last part because he knows how much I love my English friends).

So as you can tell, this great young man fell in love with the work of teaching Gods children the plan of salvation and has fallen in love with a people/nation in which it will be very hard for him to leave. He has been a bright shining star in a country that has a lot of darkness. He will leave that nation with greater light and knowledge...and he will leave them and his posterity a great legacy. They will never forget him, and HE will NEVER forget them.

Can't wait see you, my beloved nephew.

This photo is of me and Chaz the day he got his mission call to South Africa. We had just returned from a Trip to Fish Lake, Idaho. On the way there I asked him, "Chaz, if you could go anywhere in the world on your mission, where would you want to go?" His response was "AFRICA"...you can imagine the excitement and delight he felt when he read his call. :)

Sunday, December 06, 2009

*I WISH*

From my journal September 29, 1998 (11 years ago!!!)

I WISH...

I wish I had a time machine so I could go back and just watch myself...not change anything...just watch.
I wish I had lickable wall paper like in Willy Wonka
I wish I had my own cottage in the woods
I wish I could sleep on clouds
I wish that children and animals never suffered
I wish I could build a crystal castle
I wish all the dramatic or great moments in life had back ground music
I wish I could have picnics in wheat fields like I did when I was little
I wish I could fly into Niagra falls and swim in it without feeling any pain
I wish I could give more surprises to people
I wish I had more friends all over the world
I wish I could write a book
I wish I could be more pure
I wish I could meet a man of God, fall in love with him so that I could have a best friend with me always
I wish I could learn about photography and become an incredible photographer
I wish I could work with youth all over the world and bare my witness of who they are
I wish I had my own library and I could say that I had read every book in it
I wish I could wake up happy


ha! I find it interesting that a few of those came to pass. Maybe not the Crystal Castle (???) but a few.

"If wishes were fishes...right?" ;)

Friday, December 04, 2009

*LEARN TO FLY*

Learn To Fly from Christian Letruria on Vimeo.



Thanks to Jason Hadley for sharing video 1
and Ryan Childs for video 2. Both videos had a great impact on me.

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

*SPAWN/ARTISAN*

This is my new favorite app on my iphone. I can't even explain how much I love it. Each time I'm on it, I spend an hour at least, designing and playing around with it. It's so fun for me! It's kind of this psychadelic designing? hahah Here is a review that tells about it better than I could;

"What an amazing application, it’s like a firework on steroids! The best part is that you have full control over every aspect of it without having to open any options dialog. You can control the path of the light objects with your finger, change the color through pinching at the right location, change the tail length, size, speed, everything and to top it all off you double tap the screen and all particles instantly combust into a thousand offspring. The little particles will never get tired of amazing you with ever changing new beautiful artistic constellations and neither will you get tired of watching them doing their thing."

After I got the hang of how to use the tools, I got better and better at it, even though it's not that hard. Here are some of my personal designs. I'm quite proud of them! :)

*HE KNOWS ME*

I have been in one of my deeper moods today (shocking :) and was thinking how remarkable it is that God knows things that I both want and need without me even knowing that I want or need them. Does that make any sense? Once in awhile something will happen and in my heart of hearts I think...I didn't even know I wanted that...but I do. They seem to be so far reaching that they are even beyond my power of thought. Perhaps it shouldn't be so suprising knowing that He is a God who knows "the very hairs of your head are all numbered." (Luke 12:7) But today it just hit me in such a strange way. Nothing overly remarkable happened to me but maybe just an eternal insight that woke me up from a Doubting Thomas slumber. Maybe some of you get it and maybe some of you don't. I'll be honest in saying, I'm not even sure how to explain it. I just know one thing forsure, He knows me. God and Jesus Christ know ME in a deep and very personal way. And that in itself brings great peace to my soul.

Ps. Sometimes I forget that there are people who are not members of my church who might not always understand what I'm talking about. If you would like to know more, or even have a greater understanding on a principle I'm speaking about, please go to,
http://www.lds.org

Sunday, November 29, 2009

*OHHHH SOPHIE!!!*


The little girl who started it all, Shaelyn. :) Is she cute or what?!!

THE STORY OF OH SOPHIE BEGINS HERE...

If you know me, my family, or my friends at all...you probably know that we call each other, Sophie or Soph. Why? Well...it's an odd story and I don't know how to connect it all...but I'll try. :)

In my early 20's there was a little girl in my family church ward that I adored. And at the time I had never seen a cuter little girl besides my own nieces. Something about her captured my heart and she always grinned at me. Her mom and Dad were a young married couple and usually sat near me in church. They also adored her (obviously) and we all laughed when she would do something funny or not funny...everything she did was just cute. Her name was Shaelynn. I offered to babysit her for them the next time they wanted to go on a date. They were so happy and grateful and they took me up on the offer a few times. I loved it! She was so fun and a very easy little girl to watch. One night I took her back to her parents and as we were walking in they greeted me at the door along with their little white dog, Sophie. When Shaelyn saw this dog, her whole face lit up...she was so excited at the thought of getting to play with her. But quickly her mom said, "No, you need to go to sleep now and you can play with Sophie tomorrow". A look of horrow came over her face...she was standing up and with great drama threw herself on the carpet and yelled "Ohhhhhhhh Sophie!!!!!!" in the funniest, cutest, most dramatized voice ever. I had to cover my mouth so I didn't die laughing. I mean, this wasn't sadness...this was the true DESPAIR of a two year old. And then her mom and dad laughed and I left laughing all the way home! Olivia never laughed...but started to cry. :(

From that day on, I told the story to several people because I was quite good and mimicking her voice and it was so funny. People thought it was funny too or I was funny for my efforts in trying to mimick it! ha! Every time one of us (friends and fam) were feeling overwhelmed or sad, we would cry out...Ohhh Sophieee!!!! It was the only real way to say how they/we were feeling. hahahha And then one day...well...people started calling me Sophie. And from there, it some how evolved into me calling my sisters and two closest friends Sophie or Soph. It's the oddest thing if I really think about it. I don't remember the last time I called my sisters PAM or JEN. It's SOPH!...when we text or call each other or even see each other in person, it's, "Hey Soph! How are you Soph? I love you Soph!" *Shrug* It's just more of an affectionate love name...it really is. A name by any other name is not the same! hah :)

Ohhhhh Sohhhhhhhhhhhieeeeeeeee!

And there ya have it! :)

Saturday, November 28, 2009

*THERE IS BEAUTY ALL AROUND...*

...WHEN THERE'S LOVE AT HOME.


The words to that hymn could not be more true. I couldn't help but think about it as I spent time with my family this thanksgiving. There WAS love in our home...I felt it more than I have in times past...and I felt blessed and I felt THANKFUL.
(Pammy put together these leaves for Jen last time she came into town. Beautiful!)


*LOVE AT HOME*

"There is beauty all around,
When there’s love at home;
There is joy in ev’ry sound,
When there’s love at home.
Peace and plenty here abide,
Smiling sweet on ev’ry side;
Time doth softly, sweetly glide,
When there’s love at home;
Love at home, love at home,
Time doth softly, sweetly glide,
When there’s love at home.
In the cottage there is joy,
When there’s love at home;
Hate and envy ne’er annoy,
When there’s love at home.
Roses blossom ’neath our feet,
All the earth’s a garden sweet,
Making life a bliss complete,
When there’s love at home;
Love at home, love at home,
Making life a bliss complete,
When there’s love at home.

Kindly Heaven smiles above,
When there’s love at home;
All the earth is filled with love,
When there’s love at home.
Sweeter sings the brooklet by,
Brighter beams the azure sky:
Oh, there’s One Who smiles on high,
When there’s love at home;
Love at home, love at home,
Oh, there’s One Who smiles on high,
When there’s love at home.

Jesus, show Thy mercy mine,
Then there’s love at home;
Sweetly whisper I am Thine,
Then there’s love at home.
Source of love, Thy cheering light
Far exceeds the sun so bright—
Can dispel the gloom of night;
Then there’s love at home;
Love at home, love at home,
Can dispel the gloom of night;
Then there’s love at home."

*ARE YOU STILL MY GIRL?*

This is my SECOND mom and Dad, Larry & Arden Haskin. They have been married for over 50 years and are still as in love as the day they got married. They are such a great example of what love is and that it's worth waiting for and working for. When I was last at their house, I saw Larry wrap his arms around his wife and say, "Are you still my girl?" and then she said, "Of course I'm still your girl". And then he kissed her. It was so cute! I'm glad I had my camera on my lap. :) What a great example they have been to me.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

*TWO NIGHTS OF NEW MOON =*

...TOTAL AWESOMENESS!

Monday, November 16, 2009

*A CURTIS HALLOWEEN*

The fam had a great time at Larry & Sherri's this year (Which is the ritual to go to their house). AND as always great costumes! I personaly am proud that I came up with mine 30 minutes before the party! The Corpse Bride! Love that movie! I went through all the costumes/old clothes and found my old prom dress. (Don't mock it was in '92! Lace was so in! ha) Anyhow...it all worked out and It was good times!

Sunday, November 08, 2009

*CRANIAL SACRAL THERAPY*

With the hundreds of remedies I've tried over the years to help my depression and anxiety disorder, I came across something called 'Cranial Sacral Therapy'about 6 years ago. I'm pretty sure my sister had heard about it suggested we try it. It was VERY interesting. I don't think a person could truly understand it unless you've done it. And I know for a fact I can't explain it to anyone. I had a very positive experience with this therapy, at least it was the best at the time that actually made me feel like I was being helped and healed in a sense. It was also very spiritual which is strange to say if once again, you haven't experienced it. I've been thinking of going back and having it done again. I also have thought that in the future I might like to practice this. It was pretty amazing. Anyhow...if you want to read up on it, the Wikipedia gives you the jest of it. I'll probably add a little more to this post later...but I'm tired and signing out for the night. :)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Craniosacral_therapy

Ps. I'm adding this little video that I watched and felt the lady did a pretty good job explaining it. I'm sure I will find a better one and replace this one.

Saturday, November 07, 2009

*PLEASE FIND ME!*

I know I'm a bootaholic...but these are seriously amazing. I saw them on gap.com. on a model that was selling the pants! No word on where to get the boots! Why do they do that? Looking for ways to get more money? SALE everything you display. I just searched a dozen websites, googled "Folded suede boots"....and I got everything BUT these ones. :( Whhaaaaaaaaa. I have promised to give a hefty reward to anyone who finds them for me. I'm dang serious! (Look at my face! That's a serious face!)You can contact me at kimzphotoz@gmail.com
http://www.gap.com/browse/product.do?cid=50281&vid=1&pid=676701&scid=676701032

*UNIVERSAL VISION*

Sunday, November 01, 2009

*THE DARKSIDE OF THE MOON*

American Fork, UT October 2009

Saturday, October 31, 2009

*THE RAVEN*

I love reading this during Halloween season.
(Edgar Allan Poe's "The Raven" only made 14 dollars for this brilliant piece! Rediculous!)

Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary,
Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,
While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,
As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.
`'Tis some visitor,' I muttered, `tapping at my chamber door -
Only this, and nothing more.'

Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,
And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.
Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow
From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore -
For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels named Lenore -
Nameless here for evermore.

And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain
Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;
So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating
`'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door -
Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; -
This it is, and nothing more,'

Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer,
`Sir,' said I, `or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore;
But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,
And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,
That I scarce was sure I heard you' - here I opened wide the door; -
Darkness there, and nothing more.

Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before
But the silence was unbroken, and the darkness gave no token,
And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, `Lenore!'
This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, `Lenore!'
Merely this and nothing more.

Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,
Soon again I heard a tapping somewhat louder than before.
`Surely,' said I, `surely that is something at my window lattice;
Let me see then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore -
Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore; -
'Tis the wind and nothing more!'

Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter,
In there stepped a stately raven of the saintly days of yore.
Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed he;
But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door -
Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door -
Perched, and sat, and nothing more.

Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore,
`Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou,' I said, `art sure no craven.
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the nightly shore -
Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,
Though its answer little meaning - little relevancy bore;
For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being
Ever yet was blessed with seeing bird above his chamber door -
Bird or beast above the sculptured bust above his chamber door,
With such name as `Nevermore.'

But the raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke only,
That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.
Nothing further then he uttered - not a feather then he fluttered -
Till I scarcely more than muttered `Other friends have flown before -
On the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before.'
Then the bird said, `Nevermore.'

Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,
`Doubtless,' said I, `what it utters is its only stock and store,
Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful disaster
Followed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore -
Till the dirges of his hope that melancholy burden bore
Of "Never-nevermore."'

But the raven still beguiling all my sad soul into smiling,
Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird and bust and door;
Then, upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking
Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore -
What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt, and ominous bird of yore
Meant in croaking `Nevermore.'

This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing
To the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core;
This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining
On the cushion's velvet lining that the lamp-light gloated o'er,
But whose velvet violet lining with the lamp-light gloating o'er,
She shall press, ah, nevermore!

Then, methought, the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer
Swung by Seraphim whose foot-falls tinkled on the tufted floor.
`Wretch,' I cried, `thy God hath lent thee - by these angels he has sent thee
Respite - respite and nepenthe from thy memories of Lenore!
Quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe, and forget this lost Lenore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

`Prophet!' said I, `thing of evil! - prophet still, if bird or devil! -
Whether tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,
Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted -
On this home by horror haunted - tell me truly, I implore -
Is there - is there balm in Gilead? - tell me - tell me, I implore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

`Prophet!' said I, `thing of evil! - prophet still, if bird or devil!
By that Heaven that bends above us - by that God we both adore -
Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn,
It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels named Lenore -
Clasp a rare and radiant maiden, whom the angels named Lenore?'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

`Be that word our sign of parting, bird or fiend!' I shrieked upstarting -
`Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore!
Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!
Leave my loneliness unbroken! - quit the bust above my door!
Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

And the raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,
And the lamp-light o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
Shall be lifted - nevermore!