Tuesday, May 10, 2011

*Mothers Day for a Queen*

Mothers Day is such a great opportunity to tell and show our moms how much they mean to us. I mean obviously we wouldn't be here without them and their sacrifice to bring us into this world. I love what Abraham Lincoln said of his mother,

"All I am, or can be, I owe to my angel mother. I remember my mother's prayers and they have always followed me. They have clung to me all my life."

I know my mom prays fervently for me and tells me so often that she would give up everything to see me healed and happy.

I think I've written this before on my blog, but my mom was given the gift of compassion. She really does love people and has this ability to make anyone feel comfortable. She is the heart of the home and when she isn't happy it is hard for us to be happy. She has suffered much in this life and yet continues to pick herself up and find cheer and gladness in the little things.

This last year has been horrific for me. Next to 2007 when I went through ECT...it comes in a close second as one of the worst years of my life. First I lost my dear friend Nate to suicide. I remember her checking on me several times in the nights that followed because I was having so many anxiety attacks and she would help me through them. It was hard for her too. She loved Nate and she worried about him too and it was a great loss for her as well. She has lost SO MANY loved ones...I don't know how she's survived that kind of pain without the help of heaven. She has been a brave woman for her Heavenly Father.

And then there was the lovely experience of having my intestines twisted and having to go through a very painful surgery to fix that. Every night she slept by my hospital bed, in those rediculous chairs that fold back into the form of lounge chair/bed and constantly squeak and are so uncomfortable! She slept in that because she didn't want to leave me. Those chairs are nightmares but she would laugh and laugh at how she couldn't even turn to the side without it popping up into a chair again. I felt so bad and kept telling her I'm fine! Go home, rest, and come back tomorrow. But she refused. She loves her children more than life and watching us each wade through tough times has taken it's toll on her. And then add the last 6 months where I have been in total hell and for her to have to watch me and feel so helpless could have put her in an early grave. I am thankful for her and pray for her happiness and greater strength to survive us..
to survive me! ha! I am so far from being the perfect daughter but she is quick to forgive and as patient as she can be with me. ;)
I hope she receives the blessings she so desires and is given greater peace over her children and grand children. Someday she will truly be crowned Queen Elizabeth. *wink wink*

I love you mom. Thanks for standing by me and teaching me to stand by our family. :) Happy Mothers day.

Sunday, May 08, 2011

*Where is your home?*

This last week I was thinking about the places I've lived over the years and how I've missed each one for different reasons. 3 out of 5 stuck out. My childhood home. Oh how I loved it! I still miss it. We moved when I was 16. Same with my home in Orem , I loved it! It was at the mouth of Provo canyon and talk about a room with a view. And finally I had my own home for 7 years in Lehi which I have very much missed lately. Now I live in a beautiful little apartment attached to my mothers home...I do like it but it doesn't completley feel like home..."something" is missing. There is such a difference between a house and a home. The difference can be various things, for me it's mostly a sense of peace and safety...a refuge. The truth is, that home is love. That's my feeling. When someone has the ability to make you feel safe and secure, loved in all the right ways, and brings you peace, you are home. The focus on having a big house/exspensive lifestyle is rampant in our society, but what goes on inside that house seems to be of little importance and takes a backseat. A society where spending more time on making money has become more important than making and KEEPING a home full of love. It's so disheartening to watch families fall apart because they have lost their perspective. The small and simple things that bring about great things, are put off. Along with my own family who have taught me so much and whom I love dearly, I also have a second family. My best friends family. (I lucked out and am so grateful to have two great families). I have spoken of them on my blog before, but let me retell a few things that go along with what I'm saying.

I met the Haskin family at age 15. They lived in a small and simple home in Northern California. The first day I stepped in their doors I felt the spirit of the Lord. It was so tangible! I felt so peaceful...like I could kick my shoes off and go lay on the couch. It also felt like a soothing balm on my personal wounds. I soon found out that the great love for eachother and God (a must combination) that was in that home was what brought that feeling. A husband and wife who had been married over 40 years at that time and were still madly in love with eachother. They had raised 10 children 4 of which were still at home. I watched them closely and became aware that the keys were Love, laughter, courtesy, encouragment, gratitude, lots of affection, and most importantly it was a family that included the Lord in everything. That night I was there for their nightly family prayer. They knelt down in the family room and I listened to a loving father pray over his children, he thanked the Lord for his precious wife and for the blessings they were given. He asked for protection against the world and over their home. He expressed how proud he was of his children and prayed they would feel loved, that they would be lead by the spirit and that the dreams of their hearts would come true. :) (He's a total romantic...he gets so excited when his children are in love :) I loved it! And I was deeply touched. I plead with the Lord in my own heart that someday I would have this for myself...and I will. BTW, Dad Haskin still say's, almost every time I see him, "Kim, we love you and are so happy when you come over, we consider you a part of our family and I pray the Lord will bless you and your dreams will come true." He switches it up now and then but it's so sweet. To some it seems it's too good to be true, but I'm a witness of it and have seen it in other homes too. These words should ring true in every home and every heart,

A FAMILY THAT PRAYS TOGETHER, STAYS TOGETHER.
A COUPLE THAT PRAYS TOGETHER, STAYS TOGETHER.

We live in a world where the next generation of children MUST be raised in two parent homes with this kind of love and safety. This world is growing worse by the minute...full of caos and vile evils...they need to know who they are and where to turn. The should be able to come home from the world to a haven where they are taught of our Savior and that they feel their parents love for eachother and them. Then to help them to have a desire to have Heavenly Father lead them, guide them, and walk beside them. To teach them that He really is the most important person in their lives and to follow in the steps of their brother Jesus and make Him their best friend.

It all starts with finding your first home...your companion. When the Lord said, "It isn't good for man to be alone." he wasn't kidding. It's true also when they say that "Home is where your heart is" Where's your heart? Or where does it want to be? The answer is always HOME. Don't be deceived. Find your home and then build one. :) If you have one, make sure they know their loved, fight for them! Fight for your home.

My thoughts over the week and this little song, inspired this blog. I know there are probably 100 typos but you get the drift. I'll fix them later...I'm tired but first I'm going to go pray for my home. :)

Ps. How can I not mention our eternal home? I'm homesick for it all the time. But heaven can wait.


Christina Perri~ Arms

Saturday, May 07, 2011

*HE DID HIS FATHERS WILL*

I was on lds.org a few days before Easter and watched this little video. My heart was warmed and comforted over my personal trials and I was reminded of what the Savior really did for mankind...for me. I am reminded even now, that I must work harder to read of Him, think of Him, and believe Him. For me, it's not to believe in Him, because I do. But for me to BELIEVE that he will come through for me. In the garden of gethsemene he cried out "Abba!" Which is the Aramic word for Daddy. I don't know how that makes you feel, but it takes on a whole new meaning for me of who our Heavenly Father really is. He is our daddy. An affectionate and more personal word that an innocent child cries out in trust when is he scared or afflicted..."Daddy". Many times I have thought of this and have come closer to Him as I realize that the ONE great constant in the universe, is the unfailing love of the Savior. When everyone else fails you, especially if it's your own family...HE will not. And when we sometimes feel like he is not there...He is. This video is beautiful and I bare my witness that the atonement is real and it is there for many reasons, one of which is to heal hearts. He suffered the pains of ALL mankind that we might not suffer to those bitter depths. He is our brother and we have a Father...Abba...a daddy who loves us. When we do our fathers will and He did, we will find that peace that surpasses all understanding.

*Easter 2006*

Everyone did their own thing for Easter this year. No family gatherings. I was looking through old photos of Easters gone by and found these ones of me and the kids and wanted to post them. That's Bleu out in the middle of the Easter eggs. Is that cute or what? He just had his 6th birthday this week. I can hardly stand them getting older. :(
That's when I was a strawberry blond...incase you didn't notice. ha! Weird to see my hair that light. I like it darker.





Ps. Sorry about the lack of clarity in the photos (like you care! ahah) But it bugs me. I lost the origionals so these are prints that were exported a 100 times.

*What's the story morning glory*

This song was in my head today...it's in my top 20 favorite songs of all time right along with Champange Supernova (which I actually like better than Wonderwall but not by much :) I first heard Oasis from my british friends in 1996. I was immediately hooked. It's amazing what strong emotions I feel when I hear these. Actually when you hear any music that reminds to of times, places, and people. This was a special time in my life.

Here's a great acoustic version of Wonderwall...I'm also adding another favorite of theirs,
*Stop crying your heart out*

Enjoy!





I don't like the Champagne Supernova video so not gonna add it.

Friday, April 29, 2011

*Greatest Hits*

I've said it before and I'll say it again, creativity/design/building/making life beautiful, all of that keeps people alive. It's why we are on earth...to create! God started it all...we follow Him. He's pretty good.;)

"Frank Chimero's Self-promotional package about how good music binds us through shared experiences."

Love these! So true!









*Frank Chimero...*

...this guy is made of awesomesness just like the person I discovered him from, my friend Wayne. Thanks Wanga! :D

"Frank Chimero designs and draws, writes and thinks. He makes pictures about words and words about pictures." 


After reading some of his blog and seeing his work, and watching this little vid, I can't wait for this book.

(I tried to embed it on here, but my computer is being a dumb head...sorry you actually have to click the link to see the way this guy thinks. heh.  I'm going to sleep now. 1:30 am)
http://www.kickstarter.com/projects/30453381/the-shape-of-design


His blog...
http://blog.frankchimero.com/

Saturday, April 23, 2011

*The girl with an apple*

My sister sent this to me today and It's one of those stories that shows that God exists even when we feel he doesn't. And how detailed he weaves his miracles into each of his childrens lives...if they so desire him to. I studied world war 2 for almost a year and was deeply affected by it and it changed me and gave me courage in my own life. There are powerful and wrenching stories that show some of the bravest human souls ever sent to the earth. God forever bless them.

Ps. After reading this, I went into the kitchen and my mom had brought up a basket of apples. :)


*The Girl With An apple*
(This is a true story and you can find out more by Googling Herman Rosenblat. He was Bar Mitzvahed at age 75)

August 1942. Piotrkow , Poland .

The sky was gloomy that morning as we waited anxiously. All the men, women and children of Piotrkow's Jewish ghetto had been herded into a square.

Word had gotten around that we were being moved. My father had only recently died from typhus, which had run rampant through the crowded ghetto. My greatest fear was that our family would be separated.

'Whatever you do,' Isidore, my eldest brother, whispered to me, 'don't tell them your age. Say you're sixteen.
'I was tall for a boy of 11, so I could pull it off. That way I might be deemed valuable as a worker.

An SS man approached me, boots clicking against the cobblestones. He looked me up and down, and then asked my age.
'Sixteen,' I said. He directed me to the left, where my three brothers and other healthy young men already stood.

My mother was motioned to the right with the other women, children, sick and elderly people.

I whispered to Isidore, 'Why?'

He didn't answer.

I ran to Mama's side and said I wanted to stay with her.

'No, 'she said sternly.

'Get away. Don't be a nuisance. Go with your brothers.'

She had never spoken so harshly before. But I understood: She was protecting me. She loved me so much that, just this once, she pretended not to.

It was the last I ever saw of her.
My brothers and I were transported in a cattle car to Germany .
We arrived at the Buchenwald concentration camp one night weeks later and were led into a crowded barrack. The next day, we were issued uniforms and
identification numbers.

'Don't call me Herman anymore.' I said to my brothers. 'Call me 94983.'
I was put to work in the camp's crematorium, loading the dead into a hand-cranked elevator.
I, too, felt dead. Hardened, I had become a number.
Soon, my brothers and I were sent to Schlieben, one of Buchenwald's sub-camps near Berlin .

One morning I thought I heard my mother's voice.

'Son,' she said softly but clearly, I am going to send you an angel.'

Then I woke up. Just a dream. A beautiful dream.
But in this place there could be no angels. There was only work. And hunger. And fear.

A couple of days later, I was walking around the camp, around the barracks, near the barbed-wire fence where the guards could not easily see. I was alone.

On the other side of the fence, I spotted someone: a little girl with light, almost luminous curls. She was half-hidden behind a birch tree.

I glanced around to make sure no one saw me. I called to her softly in German. 'Do you have something to eat?'

She didn't understand.

I inched closer to the fence and repeated the question in Polish. She stepped forward. I was thin and gaunt, with rags wrapped around my feet, but the girl looked unafraid. In her eyes, I saw life.
She pulled an apple from her woolen jacket and threw it over the fence.
I grabbed the fruit and, as I started to run away, I heard her say faintly, 'I'll see you tomorrow.'

I returned to the same spot by the fence at the same time every day. She was always there with something for me to eat - a hunk of bread or, better yet, an apple.
We didn't dare speak or linger. To be caught would mean death for us both.

I didn't know anything about her, just a kind farm girl, except that she understood Polish. What was her name? Why was she risking her life for me?

Hope was in such short supply, and this girl on the other side of the fence gave me some, as nourishing in its way as the bread and apples.

Nearly seven months later, my brothers and I were crammed into a coal car and shipped to Theresienstadt camp in Czechoslovakia . 'Don't return,' I told the girl that day. 'We're leaving.'

I turned toward te barracks and didn't look back, didn't even say good-bye to the little girl whose name I'd never learned, the girl with the apples.
We were in Theresienstadt for three months. The war was winding down and Allied forces were closing in, yet my fate seemed sealed.

On May 10, 1945, I was scheduled to die in the gas chamber at 10:00 AM.

In the quiet of dawn, I tried to prepare myself. So many times death seemed ready to claim me, but somehow I'd survived. Now, it was over.
I thought of my parents. At least, I thought, we will be reunited.

But at 8 A.M. there was a commotion. I heard shouts, and saw people running every which way through camp. I caught up with my brothers.

Russian troops had liberated the camp! The gates swung open. Everyone was running, so I did too. Amazingly, all of my brothers had survived; I'm not sure how. But I knew that the girl with the apples had been the key to my survival.

In a place where evil seemed triumphant, one person's goodness had saved my life, had given me hope in a place where there was none.

My mother had promised to send me an angel, and the angel had come.

Eventually I made my way to England where I was sponsored by a Jewish charity, put up in a hostel with other boys who had survived the Holocaust
and trained in electronics. Then I came to America , where my brother Sam had already moved. I served in the U. S. Army during the Korean War, and returned to New York City after two years.

By August 1957 I'd opened my own electronics repair shop. I was starting to settle in.

One day, my friend Sid who I knew from England called me.
'I've got a date. She's got a Polish friend. Let's double date.'
A blind date? Nah, that wasn't for me.

But Sid kept pestering me, and a few days later we headed up to the Bronx to pick up his date and her friend Roma.
I had to admit, for a blind date this wasn't so bad. Roma was a nurse at a Bronx hospital. She was kind and smart. Beautiful, too, with swirling brown curls and green, almond-shaped eyes that sparkled with life.
The four of us drove out to Coney Island. Roma was easy to talk to, easy to be with.

Turned out she was wary of blind dates too!
We were both just doing our friends a favor. We took a stroll on the boardwalk, enjoying the salty Atlantic breeze, and then had dinner by the shore. I couldn't remember having a better time.

We piled back into Sid's car, Roma and I sharing the back seat.

As European Jews who had survived the war, we were aware that much had been left unsaid between us. She broached the subject, 'Where were you,' she
asked softly, 'during the war?'
'The camps,' I said. The terrible memories still vivid, the irreparable loss. I had tried to forget. But you can never forget.
She nodded. 'My family was hiding on a farm in Germany , not far from Berlin,' she told me. 'My father knew a priest, and he got us Aryan papers.'

I imagined how she must have suffered too, fear, a constant companion. And yet here we were both survivors, in a new world.

'There was a camp next to the farm.' Roma continued. 'I saw a boy there and I would throw him apples every day.'
What an amazing coincidence that she had helped some other boy. 'What did he look like? I asked.

'He was tall, skinny, and hungry. I must have seen him every day for six months.'

My heart was racing. I couldn't believe it.
This couldn't be.

'Did he tell you one day not to come back because he was leaving Schlieben?' Roma looked at me in amazement. 'Yes!'

'That was me!'
I was ready to burst with joy and awe, flooded with emotions. I couldn't believe it! My angel.
'I'm not letting you go.' I said to Roma. And in the back of the car on that blind date, I proposed to her. I didn't want to wait.

'You're crazy!' she said. But she invited me to meet her parents for Shabbat dinner the following week.

There was so much I looked forward to learning about Roma, but the most important things I always knew: her steadfastness, her goodness. For many months, in the worst of circumstances, she had come to the fence and given me hope. Now that I'd found her again, I could never let her go.

That day, she said yes. And I kept my word. After nearly 50 years of marriage, two children and three grandchildren, I have never let her go.

Sunday, April 17, 2011

"The LAST Lantern"

...his eyes were so tired as he ran to the dock. Drenched, freezing, battered and bruised he scanned his eyes through the fog. At the edge of dock he saw the blue sash, it was her. Her little boat had drifted off and she lay there, alive and thankfully with a dim lantern. Had the oil run out he wouldn't have seen her. The flashes of fog from his battle to survive and the black holed night provided nothing but blindness. She was barely alert as she lay soaked, that someone was rushing towards her. She knew it was him. He scooped her up, turned and began to run. He ran as far as he could when he began to stumble. His fatigue brought him to a halt and he collapsed. They both fell heavily on the crooked old dock. It knocked the breath out of her and all the previous pain returned. Barely breathing and in a quiet voice she said, "get up...oh please get up! We're almost there! I can't do it alone...there is still light!" She spoke it twice but no response, just silence. And at once the hellish winds began to rage. Her greatest fear fell upon her...she looked down at him and then at the lantern,

Flicker...

Flicker...


BLACKOUT.

Friday, April 15, 2011

*Toad the wet sprocket...REVAMPED*

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Read below...it say's it all. :) It so makes me want to be 19 again, when I heard them for the first time with Gin Blossoms. It's in the top ten happiest nights of my life. Seriously! They revamped some of my favorite songs (perfectly without ruining them) and they are touring again. THAT is happy!

P.s. Only one thing is wrong with this picture, Glen Phillips is usually the barefoot man not Randy Guss. I guess they decided to switch it up a bit...maybe Glen's feet started to hurt. :)

Pss. Did I ever tell you that I have Glen Phillips guitar pick? I don't really care about that stuff unless it comes from U2 or Toad. I would tell the story but I'm not going to...well, picture this scene, I'm on the front row with my friends and in slow motion it comes floating out of his hand and lands at my feet. It is actually a used one too...an old Eagle on it. Maybe I'll attach a pic. I wonder how many times I've repeated myself or shown the same photos on this blog. I don't go back and read what I've written or I would probably delete it all. *shrug*

I JUST LISTENED TO THE NEW "WINDMILLS" IT'S AMAAAAAAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZING!

Btw, You can buy this online or buy the disc. Of course I bought both. ;)
http://www.toadthewetsprocket.com/

Monday, April 04, 2011

*Nate the great...1 year later*

It's been a year today since my friend Nate died. I was thinking how grateful I am that I let myself feel all of the pain and hit it straight on instead of shelving it or running from it.   I didn't go unscathed today ...there has been a little sting, but Heavenly Father helped heal me during that time and let me know that Nate was now under HIS care.  I know that he has been able to rest in many respects from his suffering. He served his mission in Sendai, Japan. I can imagine he has continued working and blessing the people after the tragedy out there.  He loved the people and he's a good guardian angel.  One of the things I miss the most is that he was really the ONLY friend I had who knew suffering to the degree I have felt.  He knew how to "succor the weak (me) and lift up the hands which hang down (mine.) I'll always be grateful for that friendship. Always.

"Nate, you go bounce around on those clouds...and you will have a beautiful future!  And we will remember you will all our hearts."

~Kim
Photo taken from my backyard in August 2010.  They are like the clouds you draw when you are little.  Charlie Brown Clouds...my favorite kind. :)

Sunday, April 03, 2011

*So I had a birthday*

And of course I can't get away with hiding from the # or my nice family.  LOT'S of cake, (two to be exact and they were both AMAZING!) a few members of the family, treats and heartfelt presents handmade sent from Jen and the kids, and two new book shelves.  That's happy. :)

Thanks to Pammy & Taylor for putting the book shelves together for me.  And thank you IKEA! :)

*One day without shoez*

April 5th...just do it. :)

One Day Without Shoes | www.onedaywithoutshoes.com

http://onedaywithoutshoes.com,
I chose this photo from a trip w/friends from a few years back, mostly because of the way I felt that day.  Blessed.  I wasn't the one selling things to get money to buy food, clothing, and well...shoes. I was enjoying the beautiful world I lived in by relaxing on the beach.  But I knew how lucky I was and I still do...but I need reminders like this "one day without shoes"... especially when I'm kind of a shoe-aholic. :/ And I actually think I'll buy a pair of *Toms* on that day even though I look like an elf in them. ;)

Saturday, April 02, 2011

*Some say that GENES are the thread of life...*

...but some of us disagree on the spelling and meaning. JEANS are the thread of life NOT GENES! If you don't have the right jeans (for you) you've got nothin'! If they don't add a little swagger, a little saunter, a little skip, a little swing to your step and your SOUL...your wearing the wrong ones. The brand *Nudie jeans* says it better than I can...



Jeans allow you to find your voice. It doesn't matter the price, the year, or what others think...it's what YOU think! If you're a "moms jeans" kind of girl...Rock 'em!???
Ps. Can you tell what I've been looking at this week? ;)
Pss. This advice is just as much for men, um, if not more so. :D heh Are you still single? This might have something to do with that. MIGHT!
Psss. Actually try to keep up with the times. I just didn't know how to say that nicely. This is the 21st century for crying out loud. And you can find some kool jeans for a decent price. So don't blame lack of pennies on staying on top of style. *wink* Get RID of the 90's Girbauds!

Sunday, March 27, 2011

*One day soon*

I love Priscilla Ahn. She's so talented and sweet. Her music reminds me of being little and the way you looked at the world. I actually use some of her songs to put my photographs to. So today, I heard this one and it touched my heart.
I took this photo on May 25th 2010 in my moms yard. Simple & pretty.



Ps. I saw your stars...Four. That was all I needed and more.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

*FEED YOUR HEAD*

Because of my love of books and the insights, thoughts, and beautiful minds that display themselves in those books...I like to write many things down from them. I have lot's of little pads of paper/notebooks/journals that I kind of collect and fill to the brim with musings of what I read, and what I think & feel when I read. Yeah. :) So I think it's important to FEED YOUR BRAIN and FEAST upon the words of others. I talk a lot about journals because writing my own journey has been essential to my own happiness and understanding of life and myself. I guess I think it might do that for you too. Read, write, dream, meditate, hope and let yourself feel whatever comes to mind. :) When you do this, sometimes magical things happen. For realz. :)

The Saviors hope for men is getting them to THINK. "Come now, let us reason together."
~Charles E. Jefferson

"No man can always be right.
So the struggle is to do one's best, to keep the brain and conscience clear,
never to be swayed by unworthy motives or inconsequential reasons,
but to strive to unearth the basic factors involved, then do one's duty."
~Dwight D. Eisenhower
I bought this on Etsy and the stores name is *Scarletfig*

*The light at the end of the tunnel...*

Dear Blog,

Need a new treat? I have the best one for you! I'm not a dark chocolate fan but these are Yummy yum yum! It's Brooksides Acia with Blueberry pieces, dipped in Dark Chocolate. (I think I said that right?! You'll see from the photo.) They only make one other kind, dark chocolate covered pomegranate pieces. I like them too. These are actually good for you...AND for adding a few pounds to your bum bum. *cough cough* ha! My mom found these at Costco and grabbed a couple bags. I was saved and saw the light at first bite! A little pricey but worth every dime! (Right mom? ;) The saddest part is that they are gone in a FLASH! Infact, the brand new bag from about 5 days ago? I just popped the last one in my mouth 1 minute ago. SADNESS! And now I'm done with them. I have to say goodbye. There is no buns of steel video here. It's just me, my amazing will power (ha!) and going back to the plan of less sugar in my diet. I've actually done well the past few months but once March hit, I got crazy. I can tell a big difference in the fatigue struggle that I already deal with daily, so it will be good to back off it and go back to "moderation in all things." *Fingers crossed* :)
http://www.brooksidefoods.com/

Ps. I just read that they Goji fruit too! I have heard so many good things about it! Love to try it...um...in the future. :)

Sunday, March 13, 2011

*Peace for Japan*

On Friday, March 11, 2011 an 8.9 earthquake violently struck northern Japan. It also generated a devastating tsunami that wiped out most of city of Sendai. Oh the sadness of it all! To watch it played out on t.v. it's like a movie. I've never seen anything like tsunami! It looked like hell itself was coming after the land and people. I keep shaking my head and saying, "This can't be real." I have prayed for them and will continue to. I asked the Lord, "What is the most important thing that I can pray for?" And in my heart I feel it is that the people will feel a great sense of peace and calmness. In these circumstances this can only come from heaven and each other. Those who are trapped, I pray that they will feel peace until they are either rescued or return home to their Heavenly Father. Right now, that's all that most of us can do...pray and wait.

Before this happened, I had this song in my head all week. In a way I think it's very fitting. "Wait it out" by Imogen Heap. In life sometimes all we can do is wait...at other times, it's time to ACT.


Here is also something I watched today. The images are heart breaking. I love my brothers and sisters of Japan. God bless you.


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Friday, March 11, 2011

*Wubba Wubba Wubba!!! She's getting married!*

So, I'm so excited to write this post and share how happy I am that my niece, Tiffany aka Wubba, is getting married! She has been dating Josh, for over a year and we just love him. He is a great man of God and takes such good care of Tiffany, we are so happy to have him be a part of our family. They are a great match and not to mention a beautiful one as well! ;) I can't stop thinking about watching this sweet niece of mine grow up and to see the amazing woman she has become. From the time she was little, she was already so full of love, compassion and kindness. I have ALWAYS been so proud of her and the greatest thing of all is that she's not just my niece, she's one of my best friends. I would have never guessed when I was changing her poopie diapers that one day we would be road trippin' together and laughing our heads off about all the things that the best of friends laugh about. We have also been able to talk about the more important things of life for she is deeply spiritual and she has always inspired me. She is an old soul in a 21 year old body and has proved that by the things she has accomplished...most recently a humanitarian mission to Africa.
I love you Tiff...you are my sunshine. :) Congratulations!

Love, Corn Wallace. *wink*

P.s. The stunning photo credits go to Jessica Petersen, one of my favorite people and most beautiful photographers on the whole planet! Not to mention a dear friend of mine. I feel so lucky to know such a beautifully talented person and friend. Thanks Jessica for your incredible & magical work.

http://www.jessicapetersonphoto.com/